More Than This

I’m broken, do you hearme?I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,That your heart will just turn around,
And as I walk up to your door,My head turns to face the floor,‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,Can love you more than this

If I’m louder, would you see me?Would you lay downIn my arms and rescue me?‘Cause we are the sameYou save me,When you leave it’s gone again,

And when I see you on the street,In his arms, I get weak,My body fails, I’m on my knees,Prayin’,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

I’ve never had the words to say,But now I’m askin’ you to stayFor a little while inside my arms,And as you close your eyes tonight,I pray that you will see the light,That’s shining from the stars above,
(And I say)

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,

‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,Can love you more than this

Dear Mr Xoxo, I missed u a lot a lot and a lot :') when u want to come back?
:')

My Second Post during Internship

Assalamualaikum.. :))

It has been a while not composing new update. My diet was awesome! I lose 3kg total in this 2-3 weeks. InsyaAllah it will in the right order. So, the weight scale shows 67kg this morning. muahaha I felt very happy. :))) now, I am targeting 1kg for 1 week. It is realistic and achievable. Alhamdulillahh!


You put a trigger on me! Someone, just a friend of mine, which is UPM''s also, ask me whether I can get to 63kg in this whole 2 weeks. It means that I have to loose 4kg more in this 2 weeks. OMG OMG. 1 week for 2kg? I just said to him,

"boleh tak if lagi sebulan baru dapat 63kg?"

"boleh sayang asalkan awak semangat (smile muka comel)"

muahahahaha I put a big laugh there when he called me like that. Thanks Thanks. It has been a while people not calling me "sayang" grr hahahahaa

#np Arms by Christina Perri


The big question, why am I diet??

First of all, of course to be healthy. yeahh HEALTHYYY

I want to wear a nice outfit for sure. Most of the tops dresses and pants are mean for the  S M size. Me? How sad. muahaha *not so sad actually, not sad pun* hahahha

#np The A Team by Ed Sheeran ( I remember you Mohd Arif Zainal, this song remind me of you because I knew this song from you )

Back on the track again, reason I want to diet, just to prove and prove and prove to people out there. bhahahaha. Some of them keep asking me frequently, when want to diet? But when I'm on diet, they asked me to eat a lot. *sighh*

I will update the next next reason again.

Now, I just missed him a lot. A LOT. A LOT. When you want to go back?? Whennnn! hahahaha I missed the moment to laugh like crazy with you.

(I dont have any agreement with any men yet btw. HAHAHAHAHA)

I just hope, u enjoy yourself there, have a proper education and study, find a BETTER Hafiza there. Please make sure she is better than me. ;DDD
When I said to him, dont forget me. He will replied, it will waste his time to remember me. So cruel! I used to btw. ;pp see u soon Mohd Arif :)))

#np Muara Hati by Dato Siti and Hafiz

whyy this song? whyy? hahahahaha so many things remind me of youu. Tc Tc there :)

My intern was superb. It is a bit boring when u dont have nothing to do, but I enjoyed myself here. Really :) My lecturer told me, it is always have a racist no matter where you go. So, I am challenging myself to overcome this!

My financial was okayy, need to prepare monthly budget to avoid from being defisit. I know I have Ibu as the portable bank, but but but, I will try my best to not so burden her. I love u Ibu :)) muah muah from Crowe Horwath level 13. BHAHAHAHAHA

I want to buy myself Galaxy Note 2 but I have to do the budgeting really really splendid. I want to reward myself buttonmybutton if I can get into 55kg weight. This one is serious. Really. But I will take the cheapest one for sure. RM3++. Of Course must be below than RM500. Otherwise, Ibu will kill me. hihihi If I follow my schedule, I think the sooner will be 12 weeks from now. So, three months from now. End of May? It's okayy. Just keep moving forward. Maybe I will buy Galaxy Note 2 when I reach 60kg. But 2 months from now la? How? Is it too long? I dont think so. Time flies so fast right now.

opppps. One more thing, the reason why I diet is because I want to eat a lo this Ramadhan. Last Ramadhan, I am dieting! So i miss the chance. This Ramadhan, I will eat all the food. bhahahaha yesss! So, I need to diet earlier.

#np Aku yag Tersakiti by Judika

So now, what is next? Just happy with my diet, dont overspent. It is okay if you bought tops once a week. LOL but you have to manage ur budget well. Control ur lust. muahaha keep the priority first. If have defisit, call MUMMY. ;DDD take care of the belongings, dont forget to eat healthy food and got a plenty plain water! Reward yourself when u achieve the target. and, happy working!

xoxo

:))

happy girls. Only this three Malay girls trainee in Crowe Horwath. bahahaha ;D 

Diet is starting all over again. Big smile

Because of too many obstacles, I started to gain weight. It really pissed me off when I cant shopping the outfit that I want. But but but, when my weight starts to show, 70kg. (OMG OMG OMG) I really want to go back on track again. Therefore, I refer to few websites to gain my spirit back.

www.taknakgemuk.com
www.bicikut.blogspot.com
FB Kelab Atkins Malaysia

Those websites have an amazing story about people on losing weight, as well as a guideline in achieving the desired weight.

My starting point is 70 kg. I wont target much. just 5kg per month. I hope, by this Raya Aidilfitri, I can have 55kg weight! InsyaAllah. :)))

This also one of my targets during 2013. Wait until end of 2013, to shout, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

Right now, I am doing my internship with Crowe Horwath company, located in Megan Avenue 2, near to the landmark of KLCC. With the condition right now, I believe I can success i my diet. Several reason why I say so,

• I am staying with my nice coursemate, ZAGHAAA. She wants to gain weight, and I want to lose weight. So, all the stuff, (food actually) I will pass to her.
• I can cook because I'm not in the hostel. We rent a room, near to Pandan Indah, and this really makes things easier. As this diet requires us not to eat carbs, I can cook a plenty type of eggs, either make is scramble egg, half boiled egg, egg soup (so weird in English), and a lot. I repeat, A LOT. 
• The place that I am working, has its own pantry, which I can drink a lot. And go to the toilet frequently. (bonus point)
• I walk to the LRT, and walk from LRT to my office. That one, we can consider as exercise. hohoho
• I have Dzul. a friend of mine. He also diet the same way as I did. Actually, he is the owner of the blog www.taknakgemuk.com. Thanks thanks thanks. :DDD
• I want to show to the people out there, the fat people also can be thin. This one is obvious. Sometimes, we as a cute cute people, down with the people that keep on saying we are fat, not healthy. (of course in my situation, there i not such things because I am confident with myself). I feel pity to the people that have low morale when people not so supportive. We have to stand in our own feet, if we want to success.

I used to have 77kg weight, it is during my 3rd semester. Now, I am competing with my 70kg weight to turn 55kg weight. 

So, let's start!! with, Bismillahirahmanirrahimmm :))
Today, 20/02/13, the starting point will be 70kg. (Actually, I diet since Monday, and this morning, the weight scale shown 69kg. hhohohoho ALHAMDULILLAH. 

If my weight scale is showing 65kg, I will update the new entry. hohoho I said to Zara, she must see my 60kg weight scale. That one is a must. If I follow this atkins diet precisely, I can loose weight 20kg in 4 months. (if 5kg per month). So, this entire 4 months, we see how. 



Keep on praying, for the best. InsyaAllah.

** my result is awesome! Thanks God. Not DL, but I am very thankful. :))
**need to budget my money, to avoid defisit T___T
**take care and xoxo!

:)) 

A New Beginning 2013

Assalamualaikum ! New year, or beginning of the year. Well, every one of us do have their own target, mission and what they are inspired to be. and it so do me. :) I do have A LOT of things to achieve in this year.

• Lose weight until I manage to get 52kg. Maybe it will take about at least 4 months. I will promise myself, I will do the best to get that weight. Not just because to be fit, but also I want to be healthy! For the reward, I will reward myself : 

1) jeans Levi's size 28 

2) ButtonMyButton for my raya 

• I want to get as much information and experience as I can from my industrial training. I will never give up!
• I want to be a good daughter, a good muslimah, and a good friend! 
• Some gadgets I would like to have. This is the list :

1) Note II

2) C3

3) IPod for my car

• I want to take care of myself, I mean, I want to have a girly stuff so that i can maintain myself. LOL
• I want to have a clean car all the time!