More Than This

I’m broken, do you hearme?I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,That your heart will just turn around,
And as I walk up to your door,My head turns to face the floor,‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,Can love you more than this

If I’m louder, would you see me?Would you lay downIn my arms and rescue me?‘Cause we are the sameYou save me,When you leave it’s gone again,

And when I see you on the street,In his arms, I get weak,My body fails, I’m on my knees,Prayin’,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,
‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

I’ve never had the words to say,But now I’m askin’ you to stayFor a little while inside my arms,And as you close your eyes tonight,I pray that you will see the light,That’s shining from the stars above,
(And I say)

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,

‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah

When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,It just won’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down,I might just die inside,It just don’t feel right,‘Cause I can love you more than this,Can love you more than this

Dear Mr Xoxo, I missed u a lot a lot and a lot :') when u want to come back?
:')

My Second Post during Internship

Assalamualaikum.. :))

It has been a while not composing new update. My diet was awesome! I lose 3kg total in this 2-3 weeks. InsyaAllah it will in the right order. So, the weight scale shows 67kg this morning. muahaha I felt very happy. :))) now, I am targeting 1kg for 1 week. It is realistic and achievable. Alhamdulillahh!


You put a trigger on me! Someone, just a friend of mine, which is UPM''s also, ask me whether I can get to 63kg in this whole 2 weeks. It means that I have to loose 4kg more in this 2 weeks. OMG OMG. 1 week for 2kg? I just said to him,

"boleh tak if lagi sebulan baru dapat 63kg?"

"boleh sayang asalkan awak semangat (smile muka comel)"

muahahahaha I put a big laugh there when he called me like that. Thanks Thanks. It has been a while people not calling me "sayang" grr hahahahaa

#np Arms by Christina Perri


The big question, why am I diet??

First of all, of course to be healthy. yeahh HEALTHYYY

I want to wear a nice outfit for sure. Most of the tops dresses and pants are mean for the  S M size. Me? How sad. muahaha *not so sad actually, not sad pun* hahahha

#np The A Team by Ed Sheeran ( I remember you Mohd Arif Zainal, this song remind me of you because I knew this song from you )

Back on the track again, reason I want to diet, just to prove and prove and prove to people out there. bhahahaha. Some of them keep asking me frequently, when want to diet? But when I'm on diet, they asked me to eat a lot. *sighh*

I will update the next next reason again.

Now, I just missed him a lot. A LOT. A LOT. When you want to go back?? Whennnn! hahahaha I missed the moment to laugh like crazy with you.

(I dont have any agreement with any men yet btw. HAHAHAHAHA)

I just hope, u enjoy yourself there, have a proper education and study, find a BETTER Hafiza there. Please make sure she is better than me. ;DDD
When I said to him, dont forget me. He will replied, it will waste his time to remember me. So cruel! I used to btw. ;pp see u soon Mohd Arif :)))

#np Muara Hati by Dato Siti and Hafiz

whyy this song? whyy? hahahahaha so many things remind me of youu. Tc Tc there :)

My intern was superb. It is a bit boring when u dont have nothing to do, but I enjoyed myself here. Really :) My lecturer told me, it is always have a racist no matter where you go. So, I am challenging myself to overcome this!

My financial was okayy, need to prepare monthly budget to avoid from being defisit. I know I have Ibu as the portable bank, but but but, I will try my best to not so burden her. I love u Ibu :)) muah muah from Crowe Horwath level 13. BHAHAHAHAHA

I want to buy myself Galaxy Note 2 but I have to do the budgeting really really splendid. I want to reward myself buttonmybutton if I can get into 55kg weight. This one is serious. Really. But I will take the cheapest one for sure. RM3++. Of Course must be below than RM500. Otherwise, Ibu will kill me. hihihi If I follow my schedule, I think the sooner will be 12 weeks from now. So, three months from now. End of May? It's okayy. Just keep moving forward. Maybe I will buy Galaxy Note 2 when I reach 60kg. But 2 months from now la? How? Is it too long? I dont think so. Time flies so fast right now.

opppps. One more thing, the reason why I diet is because I want to eat a lo this Ramadhan. Last Ramadhan, I am dieting! So i miss the chance. This Ramadhan, I will eat all the food. bhahahaha yesss! So, I need to diet earlier.

#np Aku yag Tersakiti by Judika

So now, what is next? Just happy with my diet, dont overspent. It is okay if you bought tops once a week. LOL but you have to manage ur budget well. Control ur lust. muahaha keep the priority first. If have defisit, call MUMMY. ;DDD take care of the belongings, dont forget to eat healthy food and got a plenty plain water! Reward yourself when u achieve the target. and, happy working!

xoxo

:))

happy girls. Only this three Malay girls trainee in Crowe Horwath. bahahaha ;D 

Diet is starting all over again. Big smile

Because of too many obstacles, I started to gain weight. It really pissed me off when I cant shopping the outfit that I want. But but but, when my weight starts to show, 70kg. (OMG OMG OMG) I really want to go back on track again. Therefore, I refer to few websites to gain my spirit back.

www.taknakgemuk.com
www.bicikut.blogspot.com
FB Kelab Atkins Malaysia

Those websites have an amazing story about people on losing weight, as well as a guideline in achieving the desired weight.

My starting point is 70 kg. I wont target much. just 5kg per month. I hope, by this Raya Aidilfitri, I can have 55kg weight! InsyaAllah. :)))

This also one of my targets during 2013. Wait until end of 2013, to shout, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

Right now, I am doing my internship with Crowe Horwath company, located in Megan Avenue 2, near to the landmark of KLCC. With the condition right now, I believe I can success i my diet. Several reason why I say so,

• I am staying with my nice coursemate, ZAGHAAA. She wants to gain weight, and I want to lose weight. So, all the stuff, (food actually) I will pass to her.
• I can cook because I'm not in the hostel. We rent a room, near to Pandan Indah, and this really makes things easier. As this diet requires us not to eat carbs, I can cook a plenty type of eggs, either make is scramble egg, half boiled egg, egg soup (so weird in English), and a lot. I repeat, A LOT. 
• The place that I am working, has its own pantry, which I can drink a lot. And go to the toilet frequently. (bonus point)
• I walk to the LRT, and walk from LRT to my office. That one, we can consider as exercise. hohoho
• I have Dzul. a friend of mine. He also diet the same way as I did. Actually, he is the owner of the blog www.taknakgemuk.com. Thanks thanks thanks. :DDD
• I want to show to the people out there, the fat people also can be thin. This one is obvious. Sometimes, we as a cute cute people, down with the people that keep on saying we are fat, not healthy. (of course in my situation, there i not such things because I am confident with myself). I feel pity to the people that have low morale when people not so supportive. We have to stand in our own feet, if we want to success.

I used to have 77kg weight, it is during my 3rd semester. Now, I am competing with my 70kg weight to turn 55kg weight. 

So, let's start!! with, Bismillahirahmanirrahimmm :))
Today, 20/02/13, the starting point will be 70kg. (Actually, I diet since Monday, and this morning, the weight scale shown 69kg. hhohohoho ALHAMDULILLAH. 

If my weight scale is showing 65kg, I will update the new entry. hohoho I said to Zara, she must see my 60kg weight scale. That one is a must. If I follow this atkins diet precisely, I can loose weight 20kg in 4 months. (if 5kg per month). So, this entire 4 months, we see how. 



Keep on praying, for the best. InsyaAllah.

** my result is awesome! Thanks God. Not DL, but I am very thankful. :))
**need to budget my money, to avoid defisit T___T
**take care and xoxo!

:)) 

A New Beginning 2013

Assalamualaikum ! New year, or beginning of the year. Well, every one of us do have their own target, mission and what they are inspired to be. and it so do me. :) I do have A LOT of things to achieve in this year.

• Lose weight until I manage to get 52kg. Maybe it will take about at least 4 months. I will promise myself, I will do the best to get that weight. Not just because to be fit, but also I want to be healthy! For the reward, I will reward myself : 

1) jeans Levi's size 28 

2) ButtonMyButton for my raya 

• I want to get as much information and experience as I can from my industrial training. I will never give up!
• I want to be a good daughter, a good muslimah, and a good friend! 
• Some gadgets I would like to have. This is the list :

1) Note II

2) C3

3) IPod for my car

• I want to take care of myself, I mean, I want to have a girly stuff so that i can maintain myself. LOL
• I want to have a clean car all the time!

This really trigger me out to DIET

Assalamualaikum.

This is very short and straight-forward entry. Datin Juma and diet. It is not cool being a fat person. I repeat again, it is not cool.

Can you see how fat is she?

And Now..

Four pictures of being fat, and four pictures of being absolutely gorgeous. Fair and Square.

Hafiza, please continue your diet. Hafiza, please, like seriously. InsyaAllah *self-monologue*

third semester

forth semester

fifth semester

i hope my sixth semester, i can achieve what i dream about. insyaAllah. :) 

*picture during my third semester, clearly shows it is not a good picture, with a fat face, and also, the picture is so broken. hahahaha *i dont have the term to describe the damage picture*

How to get Motivation

Assalamualaikum. 

Two posts in one day. Cool right. Muahahaha. In this time, what I want to write is that, how to sustain a motivation, or how to have a happy life, or how to get motivated or how to be strong, or etc. Enough. The message is just to share, (well sharing is caring) in order to have a blast life. InsyaAllah. 

You have to find this kind of attitude. Like seriously, u are not to impress everybody my dear. Just get rid of them, and live your life with a joyful blast.

The message is still the same, you don’t have to care about others if you think, and u feel that what you are doing is right. Just be yourself, and let the people loves you the way you are. If they can’t accept you, just let it be. 

 coool right. :)

I am not really a Bieber’s fan, but what he said was totally right. Follow you dreams. Never turn around, and have faith with it. InsyaAllah, God will ease every journey of us. Aamiiin.

Even thousand peoples said you cant do it, but if you have courage to do, with God’s help, InsyaAllah, the road will be easier even it is challenging. Life is full of adventure. Just go for it.

Please love books. I’m begging. Please do love books. Have a courage on it. 

I will. I will. I will. It should be I will do now, not I will do later. Take note. 

Easy to talk, but it is the reality. People often let the chances just being like that, they are not trying, even don’t have courage to start. How pity. A lot of people wants to be in our position, (syukur alhamdulillah) where we can life peacefully, and have opportunities to study. But we take for granted, be so lazy to study, even worse, be not productive to do anything. ( Oh Allah, please be with me, guide me in this world, to be in your Jannah hereafter.Aamiiin)

:')

Stay strong, keep on praying, Allah will safeguard us. InsyaAllah :')

The powerful of love. It is not only between person, it can be between your works. Love is universal. 

L.O.V.E

Mostly, we will love people. 

My love is rare. I bet if you can take my heart, you are damn special. 

This is funny, but maybe I can try. hahahaaha :))

ed sheeran, the singer of my favorite song. 

Last from me, and I pray to you Allah, this will becoming true. Aamiiin.

x0x0. :)

A New Start

Assalamualaikum.

It has been a long time for me, not doing blogging stuff. Hahahaha been busy with life. As a student, with a pack schedule, and doing stuff as a teenager, is really hectic. But I do enjoyed doing it.

First of most, I have a cool funny story about being writing in English. Past few months, I really want to improve my English because I have to attend interview regarding my internship. When I got a placement there, (alhamdulillah J ) I stopped tweeting and blogging using English. It is so not Istiqamah. 

crowe horwath. placement for industrial training. 

Fyi, I also using blog as a media in order for me to write in English. What I discover is that, when I got placement for my industrial trainee, I’m stopped unexpectedly with blogging. LOLOLOL. Now, it is the time for me to do blogging.  Why ah? Why? This is because

• My English becoming worse day by day. T_______T One of my former classmate during matriculation, has come across her mind, to do correction on my English writing. Hahaahaha I do tweet something like using broken and simple English, and she said, me was wrong in English. But of course in politely manner she correct on me. (THANKSSS J) That was one. Few weeks back, my accounting classmate, also correct me when I tweet something wrong. Hahahaaha how lovely is my friends. Because the number arise from one person to two persons, I will take an initiative to do a big adjustment in my English. Hohoho *Santa laugh* 

• I need some place in order for me to talk. Or to write. I do have some cool people to hang out with, to share stories, but somehow I feel like I am troubling them. If I’m writing in my blog, it would be easy. Which I also can refer back what I am talking about. *signal of single people* hahaha 

Enough with two reasons so far. So I will continue with the blogging I guess. See how istiqamah am I. hope so.  

can u count my teeth? lololol